LOVE LETTER TO SOMEONE

Diggin on my old files.

and then i saw this. a letter handwritten by me. 

WRITTEN: May 30, 2009; 7:15am.
VENUE: YWAM Base- Loakan, Baguio City

Dear future partner,

oh i don’t know what to say. I’ve been staring at this paper for how many minutes now. I’ve got tons of words to say inside my heart, but my hands failed to scribble them down.

i just wanna write something for you. I want you to know i am always praying for you. I am always praying for us. i am always imagining us together (PERO QUESTION MARK YUNG MUKHA MO. HAHA!). i am always thinking about us; like i wanna meet you here in Baguio; I want you to surprise me with flowers; that i’m gonna cook for you; that we’re gonna sing together; that maybe it’ll be romantic if you’re gonna dance me; or maybe i’ll sing for you a love song; etc. Etc.

i am sorry if there were times that i grew impatient waiting for you; flinging with some guys, going out with guys thinking that they’re my possible God’s will, praying for a specific person, etc. I know those things are not really wrong, but then again, i know in my heart, that i should’ve not done that.

Haaaayy.. =)) i just thank GOD because He had preserved me up to this moment to be pure before you and before Him. Whew! God is still good. I am also praying that God will preserve you and will take care of you. I know you’re a wonderful person and i am promising to patiently wait for you. Hmmmm...

I know someday soon, we’ll be together. I can hear God whispering in my heart that i just need to trust in Him and give him the permission to write a loving and thrilling love story for me, a love story that perfectly patterned with yours. I know, He’ll place us together in the most unexpected circumstances and in the most unexpected moment.

I’m excited and quite afraid at the same time. Ngayon palang, i can feel my heart beating so fast as i write this. I feel like you’re just here, somewhere near me. haaayy.. =)

Have to go. Still need to prepare kasi uwi na kami sa Manila. ;) sana talaga dito kita makilala sa Baguio, para malamig. Hahaha!! =)

I love you. ;)

Lovelots,

Cherrie mae