LOSE SOME TO GAIN SOME

GOOD MORNING!

FINALLY, after how many days of being off from here, i was able to write something.

i just want to share some of the things that kept me busy for the past few days.

Last Monday, i started implementing my DIET PLAN. I started skipping my dinner and started doing exercise. IT'S HARD especially when you're craving for something and then boom, you found out your mom cooked that for you! I was drooling because of them! huh! BUT I THANK GOD FOR THE STRENGTH! 

I remember when i was in high school, I viewed myself as a timber: straight and big, that's why I envied girls who has waist like wasp. I wanted guys to like me. I thought being fat's ugly that's why nobody liked me before. I got lots of crushes back in high school, but no one "crushed" me back. Motivated by my insecurities, i decided to just ate 1 burger a day. That's was freakin' hard. I also started climbing the stairs instead of taking the elevator and i just walked from our house to my school instead of riding a jeep. I successfully lost some pounds after doing those and I began loving myself more.

Unfortunately, my biggest-loser story didn't last long. It's like ON and OFF. I would gain, then lose; then gain again and shed some pounds again and then GAIN EVEN MORE! Inconsistent, right?

So when this year started, i told myself, "oh Cherrie, you're not getting any younger. 25th birthday is coming this year and i think the best gift you can give to yourself is HEALTH." 

Doing all these stuffs is tough. I am currently on my 5th day and I could say I started the phase quite good. This is amazing! I feel lighter and better about myself. Discipline is starting to get rule over me and I love how it dictates to me the things i need to do and the stuffs I need to avoid.

Disciplining oneself is difficult. You have to change the way you view things, you have to change your own mind setting and you have to have a deep and meaningful reason to keep you driven and motivated.

I am excited for the result. I know this is hard,but its gonna be wonderful!